respect admitting that PonyOne, that's not an easy thing to do! I think you completed this thread with all the information there is about marijuana

I'm glad you found a good way to handle it, I think you'll be fine and somehow will find a way to deal with this without the marijuana. I personally can relate to your story, though I don't have ADD, but a form of Autism. Marijuana makes me feel really weird, can't explain how, but at that time I also didn't really understand myself either, gonna try marijuana some time again to see and learn from how it affects me, I'll post my findings :p