It hurts me inside, but I definately had to cancel my high bandwith membership. Due to my not so good financial situation, with the news tonight that I have to start paying rent, I kinda need to not spend money. Hopefull I will be able to be a member again soon. I really don't know yet what I am going to do. I was looking at mooving out at the end of summer anyways, but it may be sooner now. I might even jump ship and go to Alaska a year early in search of a job.