Ok, so my cat's officially deceased now. I think that I've coped with it fairly well as I've yet to break down or anything like that. The doctor called me earlier today and it turns out that during the examination the doctor concluded that she was having a kidney failure problem and it was really wearing on her physically. Doctor said she'd have died anyway so putting her down wasn't really that bad of an idea. What can I say? It happens. And it's not like I don't have 2 other cats anyway.