I have to thank this man for posting this. I have posted in this thread. I am the disabled woman who is diligantly learning how to play her electric guitar no matter how much pain I am in. I know that when it comes to pain I shouldn't be causing myself any additonal pain just to learn how to play. But concidering the fact that I have wanted to learn my whole life but things kept getting in the way like my step dad smashing my guitar and then when he got me a new one he sold it for drugs and then now my two nerve disorders I am willing to deal with this new pain. I will never get better health wise. There are no doctors that can cure what is wrong with me or even treat it properly for that matter. I am married with two children who also want to learn to play. (One of those children just so happen to be a little girl who looks just like me only blonde and blue eyes.) I consider myself a hot woman and I have had that confirmed as well by many men. And yes you should pick your woman or man first and foremost by weather or not you can and like to talk to the person. I have been married for almost 14 years and yes that is the one thing that you do most in a relashionship. My husband was my best friend first. And it didn't take long to become best friends either. We were best friends for 3 months before we started dating. Then after a month of dating we moved in together and then 3 months after that we got married and have been married for almost 14 years now. How I knew that he was my best friend after only 3 months was because I was able to talk to him about anything. I talked with him about things I had never told any of my best female friends that is how I knew he was the one after only 3 months of knowing him. I was lucky. I was also 18 years old when I met him too and he was 27 years old when we met each other and we met at work.

I thank everyone who told me that I inspire them with my determination but not to cause my self anymore pain than what I am in because it isn't good for me. I know that it isn't good for me. The thing is if I don't practice because it is causing me more pain then I wouldn't even be able to pick it up because that right there causes me more pain too. I personally have to do this for myself because I have always wanted to. My husband totally understands where I am coming from too because he knows what my pain is like on a daily business. If I don't practice the way that I have been because it causes me more pain or if I don't even pick the guitar up because it causes me more pain then I might as well not even get out of bed because it causes me more pain. I appreciate everyone being concerned about my pain but now I have explained why I have to do it no matter how much pain it causes. It is something that I promised myself a long time ago that I would do and I always keep my promises weather the promise is to myself or to someone else.

Thank you
Sharleen